Autism and the Crystal Baby: Passover Begins Again………. Our Autistic sons

Autism and Passover
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Autism and the Crystal Baby: Why my house? Autism and Passover

Autism and Passover
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Autism and the Crystal Baby: another Autism Melt Down

autisn, autism melt down, melt down
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Autism and the Crystal Baby: the green grass between his toes..

the green grass between his toes..
Lately, as warmer weather approaches, Phoenix takes his shoes off and tickles his toes in the green grass. as the world turns and turns again, I found our family in sunny Florida last month at an outside memorial service. the St Augustine grass in Florida is like beautiful soft green carpet. I could not keep Phoenix’s Shoes on. All he wanted to do was to be in the grass. I guess, he needed to ground and recharge, but he did it his way. I didnt have to do a thing. there he is was with his shoes off laying in the grass. he then stood up and looked at me and then he looked to the sky, and said to me “Mommy I love the grass and I love the Sky.”
I said to Him “I know”
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Autism and the Crystal Baby: dark time of the year

some days I am at a dark spot of emptiness in my self, its winter time in the mountains you know.the dark time of the year.
I am keep calling to the gods, do you hear me calling you. do you hear me calling you? you have always been there for me. I know you can hear me Now.
it will not be long now, and i will call to you No More.
My call to you will become screams. loud screams, begging you to break the curse of Autism.
it is the dark time of the year
i have lost all my thoughts and thrown them to the darkest of nights.
I do not know if Phoenix has improved. I hear his words. it seems i am the only one who understand his words.
Autism is his curse. Autism is my curse.
maybe, i wanted you so deeply madly,Phoenix. i caused your curse. my selfish love and wanting of one of my dreams to come true.
I have been told many, times, by different people in Phoenix’s life. That Autistic children are gifted. I do not know what that gift maybe, for Phoenix. Phoenix’s gift could be his mere existence
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Autism and the Crystal Baby: School for Early Crystals

Phoenix has been enjoying his Early Childhood class. He has been so excited to get to school lately. he runs to his classroom every morning.
I enjoy seeing the typical children as well as the special needs children. There is a grand mix of children in this years Early Childhood class.
The Early Childhood Class should be called School for Early Crystals.
Another crystal has appeared in the class. and Phoenix Found this one. A girl. She is one of the most beautiful children I have ever seen. the biggest clue of this crystal child, she has giant light blue eyes.
Phoenix grabbed this little girl’s hand during playtime Outside, and ran with her to the bench, so, she would sit with him. Phoenix rarely plays with the other children. This was a Huge moment for Phoenix. I do not know what they could have been talking about. but, they were holding hands sitting on the bench.
Then Phoenix, pushed her to the ground and ran away.
Why did he have to push her down, when he had done, so, well communic
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Autism and the Crystal Baby: those Shoes have Heels

very curious a crystal child is.
anything new, they wish to observe, quietly, they stare. and sometimes they make a quick move.

I went to pick my autistic crystal up from his early childhood class. everyday, his teachers give me the run down on his behavior, his triumphs, and failures of the day.
this particular day, Phoenix was still napping. and it took me a while to wake him up.
his teacher finished with the other students and came over to talk to me.
she started speaking with a giggle, “we had a volunteer helper from the high school today and she was wearing stiletto four inch heels” and Phoenix was curious so very curious.
first the volunteer went outside to the playground and those heels were sinking into the playground with every step she made Phoenix was at her feet. Phoenix was curious, why was her high heels going into the ground. the volunteer then realized maybe she should take those high heels off. then Phoenix really was thrown off. you are suppose to have on shoes when
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Crystal Balls How to Scry a Crystal Ball

Scrying with a crystal ball is sacred work. It is not movie magic. When beginning this work, a crystal ball should be chosen with this in mind. The crystal ball is a sacred tool and it should be treated as one.
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Crystal Balls How to Scry a Crystal Ball

Scrying with a crystal ball is sacred work. It is not movie magic. When beginning this work, a crystal ball should be chosen with this in mind. The crystal ball is a sacred tool and it should be treated as one.
see more……..
http://2012themayanprophecies.blogspot.com/2011/10/crystal-balls-how-to-scry-crystal-ball.html